*ehm*

okay i wanna share my stories but.. not now kay? maybe on my next post i'll tell you

now i'm hanging around. i'm waiting for something, but i dont know what am i waiting for.

today is the day 3, still 3 days left to go.

i'm doing countdown to something you-dont-need-to-know and i feel confused dunno why

i'm afraid, confused, stress, i cant wait... to meet 'the day' i cant wait to see what will happen tomorrow, just fyi: i've got lost of... contact -_- okay it's very unimportant thing but...

i never feel like this before, it's seems strange for me ha-ha

and now, i only can see his screen name on my friendlist, i cant do anything except watching his name, personal message -_- oh what the hell(?)

and today, this morning i woke up on 7.07 and i checked my phone.. i found nothing -_- okay skip it

then i having breakfast, like normally during waiting for my brother online. on 9 am, he's online but only for some minutes

after that i decide to forget him, and i do some of activity. eh not activity just like experiment

and at 11 i'm oversleep ha-ha -.- and i woke up at 1 pm.

i checked my phone again, and still found nothing there. ehm i'm okay

luckily bemby online on twitter -_- and we did something crazy thingy kwoakwoak LOL

and i laugh to much and i feel shudder because a... what kind of... ah okay i'll tell you in bahasa

jadi pancang kayu yang nyangga bagian atap rumah gue yg retak tiba tiba jatoh padahal selama berbulan bulan dia di situ ga pernah napa napa, ga ada angin ujan badai ga ada yang nyenggol tapi jatoh sendiri-_- mana gue lg sendirian di rumah ha-ha

okay i'm afraid right now, 'bout my home and... something -_-

now all i can do is just waiting, i didnt find the finish line of this problem

is there no finish line or someone hide it from me, and let me fall to the valley? fufufu i dont know

and now, please pray for me and wish me luck - -"

and one thing left. please, this is for you. and you must answer my question

wherever, chat box, msn, facebook, text, what else? twitter it's up to you.

and open this box